Skated tonight at a (kinda) freestyle session with many figure skaters. Felt so alone and I wonder if I will ever have any friends. I’m so much older than everyone. Wouldn’t it be awkward if I joined recreational competitions but don’t have any friends?? :(
Also, I was actually feeling quite good about my one foot spins. I can hold it for a few more revolutions, sometimes. But then I look at everyone else saying their scratch spins/backspins etc. suck and I think… oh man I suck.
Ugh woes of a beginner FS skater.